Password please

Somebody just rang me up and asked me for my internet Wifi password. Some nerves! He’s a staff of mine.

But he doesn’t even stay here. What if he hollers my WEP key with the whole quarters, and everyone shares my line but not my bill? It’s not a what-if case, he’s certainly gonna talk.

So in a nice way, I told him NO. But NO is never a good word, no matter how you say it. By now, he probably hollered to the whole quarters that I am stingy~

It’s my right to say NO !
I am downright stupid if I said OK.

So why am I feeling bad? =.=

Bulletproof ?

Bullet = Ammo to shoot.
Bulletproof = shoot me, I will be still standing.

Early today, my driver informed me that the District Boss is coming to our clinic for a surprise visit. And I thought that spot checks only happen in high schools =.=
Yeah, since it’s a surprise visit, I better act surprised when District Boss comes.
What is she coming for anyway, I wonder?

And then came my first patient… second, then a string of them to keep me busy. Or I should say, kept me safe from direct fires from my district boss.

My staffs… oh my staff…
A few had to face the boss one on one as she pin pointed the flaws of our clinic.
Kesian…. just because I wasn’t too strict with them?

When I took a break from treating patients, I attempted to be responsible and joined the district boss in the act of fault finding. Immediately regretted it, and quickly wished the next patient will come by to rescue me.

Like a machine gun .. RAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT
RELOAD!
RAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT
=.=

store not clean
receipt books not updated
people issues. all the beh songs
clinical waste not disposed
driver got summons
treatment cards not up to par
autoclaves no approval certificates
etc

When district boss left, the whole clinic went to nurse their wounds. LOLZ
Sorry people, I wasn’t able to protect you…

i…

idea and art first seen @ jkwanness

So this is how…

Pi, I understand. And of all people in the world, I should be the one who would.

and D, I. am. so. sorry…

So this is how it feels.
God bless my dearest 2 sisters.

A conversation I can’t quite forget

Not too long ago, we were in a lecture hall, listening to a very boring lecture that I now forgot what was that about. Chingku seated between Elegant Chong and myself.

Then Chingku nudged me, pointed to the next table meant for 3, and said quietly.
‘Hey see there… Alice looks lonely seating alone. Why don’t you sit over there and chat with her?’

‘Chat?’ I looked at Chingku, almost incredulously. ‘No kidding, I can be a great friend. But you know I am not a good chat person. Me no conversationalist.’

With her blank innocent face, Chingku said, ‘Yesterday, you just sat down at dinner table and successfully invited 2 more new friends for the paintball game.’

‘Uh… that’s different. I am… introvert, buddy. Don’t you know?’ Chingku, my great university pal doesn’t know or realize that I suck at chatting?

‘Nop, I think you’re extrovert. Let’s ask Elegant Chong, she knows you very well too.’ Chingku turned to the other side, and Elegant Chong suddenly got shot by a random question ‘Is Alexis introvert or extrovert?’

‘Ext.’
‘See?’ Chingku turned to me again.

Gee.. I must be a very good actor, or… I think I know what was going on.

Just a week prior to this conversation, simple but significant to me, I was wondering (almost everyday) what is my gift, and also how can I serve God, the church or the people?
Seems like it’s group base.

I had tough time trying to chat with individuals staff in my clinic. Thinking of what topic, how to respond, etc. But when I address the group non personally, I can crack jokes naturally, they felt more at ease and more responsive. Via Induksi, this trait became increasingly evident. With Chingku alone, we bonded via quiet PSP or note passings. With roomie Elegant, we can chat in the room, watch TV and passed junk food. But when the group gathered, I became kinda noisy dominant =.=

Here’s the conclusion =)
I am introvert. Calm and rational.
I can be loud and outgoing, especially when addressing a group.
Me a conversationalist… mmm, that needs a lot of improving work.

There… friends help you to discover a lil bit more about yourself.